"And so the incident today just taught me that i couldn’t rely on anybody accept myself. "
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Your the most happiest thing I receive in my life. It is about 6 months being friends and almost 2 months together with you.
Gave up another interview.
I took leave today,only to know that I will be staying at home. I have an interview with a company called ACCOR at about 11am later. But after giving some thoughts and all the advises I received, I have decided not to go for it. Not sure if I make the right decision but only ALLAH knows it. I think he has something better in store for me insya’allah.
"Do you know that i fall deeply in love with you every single day? and that i pray to allah every single day hoping and wishing we gonna get married someday. "
When your thought turns to hopeless.
It upsets me when someone you know for soo long gave you just a short and sweet advised when all this while i have always been listening to whatever the other party has to say and find solution to help. It always happen to me. I will always have the 100% time to listen to people but no one has the time or even understand me. How would you feel if you were in my shoes? It happen soo many times but i just stored it within me. Its ok i accept the faith that i have. Only god knows how i am feeling right now. Ever since the incident, all change. I’m not even sure whether i am happy this way or not.
Thank you.
I thank god for yesterday.Thank god for bringing him into my life when i almost want to give up on finding.Thank god for the days which i spend with him. I know there is still a long way to go for us. I wonder if i do have the strength to encounter it all over again. Whatever it is, i pray that no matter what i am strong to face the challenges that i will be going through with him. Cause i know he is the one who i can lean on.
The thoughts that keeps on playing.
It has been a long time since i text a post here. Anyway i just feel like doing it right now cause there is so much things to ventilate out. Be it work or personal life. Having more and more stress everyday at work. At one point of time, i just feel like leaving that place and give a 24hrs notice. I just can’t stand it with tons of work to do and no helping hands. Is this why they say 2012 Dragon year is bad? Oh i hope not.
I’m not sure whether should i be happy or regret in starting a new chapter in life. Not sure if its the right choice or not. All this what if and what if are still playing in my thoughts. I know everyone is happy and thanks bestie for helping me. But, how do you know if that person is true? How? Oh my, i can’t hold my tears right now. And to know if someone is cheating on you again, it hurts badly so so so so badly. I’m just afraid.
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"How could you just leave me waiting wherelse i know you are actively replying. "
